Hi everyone! I have a big news for you guys...I'm finally engaged! My boyfriend proposed to me yesterday, I felt pressured to say yes but I really wasn't ready for such a big commitment! I really don't know what I was thinking...hmmm and you know what? NAH, JUST KIDDING. No way I'm gonna get engaged, I'm not ready yet!
They say it's tough to be a teenager because you don't feel like a child anymore but you're not an adult either. I am 25 this year and I still felt like a kid =). Most of my friends are already married and some of them have kids. It makes me wonder whether I'm old or they get married too early? I'm honestly terrified of the idea of marriage...I just don't know why It freaks me out! I think it's scary about getting married because when people talk about marriage they say it's miserable. Practically all of them are doomed to end in divorce. They say being in love is nice in the beginning (I know that) but after marriage everything changes. Gosh! I don't even want to put my kids through a divorce and I want a happy marriage.
marriage is really A BIG COMMITMENT!
I'm fear of marrying someone who is imperfect.
I'm scared of loosing my freedom.
I'm scared that someone better will come along.
I'm scared of having kids.
I'm scared of the future mother in law.
Is there anyone else who felt the same way as I do?
Hmm...I think Marriage takes work and it is definitely not the fairy-tale that most people expect.